The Mysterious Miss M

The Mysterious Miss M by Diane Gaston


 The Regency Underworld—Sex, Scandal, and Redeeming Love


The Mysterious Miss M is a living male fantasy—alluring, sensual, masked. But when Lord Devlin Steele finds himself responsible for her—and her child—he comes to know the real Maddy: the loving, passionate woman who drives away the nightmares of the Waterloo battlefield.


But the aristocratic soldier can't support his new family. He will inherit his fortune only on marriage to a suitable lady—and Maddy is far from suitable. With the dangers of London's underworld closing in, how can he protect the woman he has come to love?


The Mysterious Miss M Series (Book 1)

April 2010

ISBN 9781426861536

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London, September, 1812

Madeleine positioned herself on the couch, adjusting the fine white muslin of her gown and placing her gloved hands demurely in her lap. The light from the branch of candles, arranged to cast a soft glow upon her skin, enhanced the image she was bid to make. Her throat tightened, and her skin crawled from the last man’s attentions.

This wicked life. How she detested it.

She checked the blue-feathered mask, artfully fashioned to disguise her identity without obscuring her youthful complexion or the untouched pink of her full lips. The “Mysterious Miss M” could be any girl in the first blush of womanhood. It was Farley’s contrivance that she appear so, and the men who frequented his elite London gaming hell bet deep to win the fantasy of seducing her. Escape might be out of the question, but at least the mask hid her face and her shame.

Unable to remain still, Madeleine stepped over to the bed, discreetly tucked into the corner and covered in lace-trimmed white and lavender linens like some virginal shrine. She perched on the edge of it and swung her legs back and forth, wondering how much time was left before the next gentleman had his turn. Not long, she surmised. She had taken more care in the necessary toilette, thoroughly washing away the memory of that odious creature who had not departed too soon for her taste.

Male laughter, deep and raucous, sounded in the next room. Stupid creatures, seated around tables as deep in their cards as in their cups, just waiting for Lord Farley to make away with their fortunes. The girls who ran the tables, tonight dressed as she was, like ingenues at Almack’s, were meant to tantalize, but, for a select few, the Mysterious Miss M was the real prize.

Farley would not allow his prize to flee. She had learned that lesson swiftly enough. No matter. There was no where for her to go.

Voices sounded outside the room, and she blinked away the memory of how Farley had doomed her to her fate, or, more precisely, how she had doomed herself.

The next man, thankfully the last, would appear soon, and she best be ready. She checked her hair, fingering the dark curls fashioned in the latest style to frame her face, a pale pink silk ribbon threaded through them.

Something thudded against the door. Madeleine hopped off the bed and hurried to her place on the couch. In staggered a tall figure, silhouetted against the brighter light of the gaming room. He stood a moment with his hand to his brow.

A soldier. He wore the red coat of a British uniform, festooned with blue facings and looped gold lace, unbuttoned to reveal the white linen of his shirt. If only she were a soldier. She would battle her way out of this place. She would be in the cavalry and gallop away at breakneck speed. How lovely that would be.

The soldier, not more than five years older than she, swayed as he swung shut the door. Lord Farley’s generous supply of brandy, no doubt.

Madeleine sighed. He might be foxed, but at least he was not fat. With any luck, his mouth would not be foul. She hated a putrid smelling mouth. With all his lean muscle, he looked as a soldier should, strong and powerful.

“Good God!” he exclaimed, almost tripping mid-stride as he caught sight of her.

“I am afraid I am not He, my lord,” she retorted. The candles illuminated a handsome face, grinning with such good humor she could scarcely keep from grinning back.

“Yes, of course not.” His green eyes twinkled. “And fortuitous for me that you are not, Miss . . ?”

“Miss M.” A charmer. She had met charmers before. The charm wore thin after they took what they wished from her.

“The ‘Mysterious Miss M’, I recall now.” He flopped down on the couch next to her. “I beg your forgiveness. You quite startled me. I had not expected you to actually look like a young lady.”

“I am a young lady,” she said, playing her part.

“Indeed,” he agreed, masculine approval shining in his sea green eyes and a dimple creasing his left cheek. “I swear you are the vision of one. England does offer the finest ladies. I find I must apologize for this humble uniform.”

He presented her with his boot-covered foot and winked at her while she tugged on it. Though properly polished, her fingers felt the leather’s scratches and scrapes. From the battlefield? she wondered. When his foot finally gave up boot, he nearly fell off the couch. She rolled her eyes.

He laughed. “Have I impressed you with my finesse, Miss M?”

“Indeed, my lord. I cannot recall when I have been so entertained.”

He chuckled softly and swung around, bringing his face close to hers, his expression more full of mischief than lust. “And I thought you were here to entertain me.”

She felt a smile tickling the corner of her mouth. He placed his finger on her lip and traced the edge. His eyes filled with a wistful expression that surprised her. A heat she was not quite prepared to feel made her wish to fan herself. As she wiped the disturbing touch from her mouth with her tongue, he took a swift intake of breath and gazed into her eyes so intensely she lowered her eyes.

He was like the fantasy she conjured up in her loneliest hours. A knight on a huge white stallion, who faced the evil lord in the joust, winning her away. Or the pirate who fought the blackguard and sailed her away in a ship with a dozen sails. He was the soldier, riding in with sabre flashing, to rid her of Farley and keep her safe forever.

Such nonsense. He was none of these, for all the splendor of his uniform, dark, curling hair and sun-darkened skin. He certainly looked the part, though, with his eyes wondrously expressive and a face lean, as if honed by battle.

Once Farley had been a fantasy, when she’d dreamed he was taking her to a marriage bed instead of the one in this room.

The soldier shrugged off his coat, and his loose linen shirt revealed a peek of black chest hair. Madeleine’s eyes fixed on the wiry patch and her fingers itched to discover how it would feel.

As if it would feel any different than the other lust-filled men who forced themselves so hard against her that she pushed on their chests to give room for breath. She placed a hand on her breast. What fancy had captured her to give way to such thoughts?

He grinned impishly at her again, the dimple deepening in his cheek. “You are a vision, Miss M. Like England herself, beautiful to behold. Nothing mysterious about it. In fact, I shall call you Miss England.”

“Do not be so foolish, sir. The fabric of my dress is Indian. The design is French and the style Roman. My mask is Venetian. My pearls are Oriental. I think my shoes are from Spain. There is nothing of England here.”

His finger traced the edge of the demure bodice of her dress where the fullness of her breasts was only hinted. He hooked his finger under the material and pulled it away from her skin, allowing a soft touch of what was underneath.

“I suspect,” he murmured, stroking her skin and gazing into her eyes, “underneath you are pure England.”

“Not pure, my lord,” she whispered as his fingers did lovely things to her soft skin. “Not pure at all.”

He slowly leaned closer so that she could feel his breath on her lips. With a gentleness she did not know existed, he placed his lips on hers and lingered there, moving so softly, she was only half-aware of him urging her mouth open and tickling the moist inside with his tongue.

She moaned and positioned herself closer to him. Her arms twined around his neck and her fingers played in the curls on his head. He tasted of brandy, but she decided she might like brandy the next time she was compelled to drink it.

He urged her down on the couch, covering his body with hers. The hard bulge of his arousal pressed against her. To her surprise, it pleased her.

Only once before had a man’s arousal not filled her with revulsion. That day in the country when her father’s houseguest, the Lord Farley her older sisters prosed on about, met her out riding and showed her what happens between a man and a reckless, unchaperoned fifteen-year-old girl. She had thought it a splendid joke to be the first of her sisters kissed by a man, but, all too easily that kiss led to delights of which she had not imagined.

The soldier’s muscles were firm beneath his grey wool trousers. His mouth played lightly on her cheek, and Madeleine’s long suppressed desire tugged at her again. She must not allow herself the weakness. She must control her sensibilities.

His kisses trailed down the sensitive skin of her neck, and she said her rehearsed lines, “Shall we go to the bed, my lord?”

Immediately he rose, grinning his dimpled grin. “Whatever you command, my lady.”

He gallantly extended his hand to assist her up. His grasp was firm and warm, even through her lavender kid glove. As she led him to the bed, he kept hold of her hand, the gesture unexpectedly setting off a storm of yearning inside her.

Vowing to get her feelings under control, Madeleine continued her duties, turning back the covers on the bed and facing the soldier. She slowly pulled off her gloves, one finger at a time. Her fingers free, she unlaced his shirt, caressing his warm bare skin as she pushed it off his shoulders. When she unfastened his trousers, the bulge therein attested to the success of her endeavors. She tried not to watch his green eyes darken with passion.

A guttural sound emerged from his throat. Madeleine collected herself and proceeded with the task she was bid to perform. This was the moment for him to pounce on her. She must temper his lusting, so that her dress not become ripped from his impatience.

Even completely free of his clothes, he did not pounce. Instead, he simply gazed at her. All the unwanted cravings of her body rushed back as she gazed at him in return. Usually, she avoided a view of the men who bared themselves before her. When Farley first seduced her, she had been too shy to look, but her gaze freely drank in this soldier’s body. He was more beautiful than the drawings of Greek statues in her father’s books. Her eyes widened with surprise at the pleasure of seeing him.

“Good god, Miss England,” he exclaimed. He moved toward her. With gentle hands on her shoulders, he turned her around and fumbled with the laces of her dress, his progress painfully slow.

He chuckled. “I am woefully out of practice.”

With a resolute purse of her lips, Madeleine spun back to face him and made quick work of the laces. The dress fell to the floor. She tackled the corset next. When she let her shift drop from her body, his gaze was as rapt as hers had been, and her resolve to simply perform her task fled.

His eyes met hers. “I feel home at last.”

He ran his hand over her breasts, his fingers barely skimming the soft flesh. Her breasts ached. How could they ache? He’d barely touched them.

“Wh . . . where have you been?” She would distract herself. These feelings were too disturbing. “In the Peninsula?”

“Last at Maguilla.” His manner turned solemn and his sparkling eyes lost luster.

Maguilla. So exotic a name, like a magic kingdom far away. But what had happened there to cause his change in mood?

Sadness lingered in his eyes, but he smiled. “I have been too long at battle and not long enough at home to have seen what I most have missed.”

“I do not understand you, my lord.” She chewed on her lip. “What have you most missed?”

His gaze traveled up and down the length of her. “England,” he said in a reverent voice. “Every hill, curve, and thicket. All lush beauty and honest comfort.”

Madeleine felt herself blush. She stilled the impulse to cover her most female parts. “Well,” she said. “Shall we proceed, my lord?”

Quickly she climbed on the bed, her mouth set in a determined line. He followed her, more slowly than she would have guessed. That he was not so eager to slake his desire unsettled her, but not so much as her own yearning. When he climbed in the bed and positioned himself over her, she nearly burst with excitement. It felt too much like what had brought her to ruin, but she wanted this soldier. Wanted him very much.

She stiffened and panic raced through her.

He halted immediately, searching her face. “What is wrong?”

Her heart pounded. “Nothing. Nothing is wrong.”

He cocked his head skeptically. “You are frightened. I do not understand. What frightened you? Did I hurt you?” He shifted to lie beside her.

She avoided the puzzled look in his eye. “No, you did not hurt me, my lord. I am not frightened. You may proceed.”

His hand grasped her chin and brought her face closer. “I’ll not proceed, as you say, until you explain.”

She could not explain what she did not understand. Even when Farley had seduced her and her body responded so wantonly, she had not felt like this. So . . . so excited and breathless.

Was this what young women felt when they loved the man they bedded? Was this a feeling she could never have or deserve?

A tear trickled down her cheek. As it appeared from beneath her mask, he wiped it away with his finger. “There now,” he murmured, stroking her cheek. “No need to cry.”

“It is of no consequence,” she said, stifling a sob, furious at her tears. Farley would be even angrier, if he knew. Weeping was not in the carefully fashioned script. “Please don’t tell Lord Farley about this.”

“Now, now.” He sat up and settled her in front of him, wrapping his arms around her. “Why would I ever do that? Come. Tell Devlin what troubles you.”

“Devlin?” His arms felt like a warm blanket around her. She wished she could remain cosseted within them and never, ever leave.

Reviews and Awards

Winner of the 2005 National Readers Choice award for Best Regency


Winner of the 2003 Golden Heart for Best Unpublished Long Historical (as Unmasked by Diane Perkins)


This is a Regency with the gutsiness of a Dickens novel… it’s real and passionate. Gaston’s strong, memorable debut provides new insights into the era and characters that touch your heart and draw you emotionally into her powerful story.— Kathe Robin, Romantic Times BOOKclub


Today I give my second perfect score. Diane Gaston has written a masterpiece. It has every element needed in a true romance book – love, sensuality, and merit.— Mary Grace Meloche, Historical Romance Writers, A Romance Designs Community


Wow, what a very pleasant surprise to discover a new author in her debut novel to deliver such an unusual gritty regency packing such an emotional punch… it’s a real emotional roller coaster ride with fascinating characterizations… This is one of those books that once you start you simply cannot put down – absolutely mesmerizing! If this new author continues to deliver such substance in this vein, I predict a very shining future.— Marilyn, Historical Romance Writers, a Romance Designs Community


If Diane Gaston/Perkins upcoming releases continue to be just as rewarding and mesmerizing, poignant and strong as her first one than I won’t want to miss any of them.— Kris Alice, A Romance Review


I’m very glad Diane Gaston was finally able to publish this book and that Harlequin has made it available to U.S. readers.— Jeanne W, All About Romance    

Behind the Book

When I first wrote The Mysterious Miss M, several publishers were unwilling to take a chance on it, because Maddy starts off the book as a prostitute. In the Regency time period her situation would not have been unusual, although it may seem odd to us now that a young woman would have no other way to survive.


The virginity of a young society woman in the early 1800’s was highly prized and carefully protected, but once lost, all her value was lost as well. Reputation meant everything for the young Regency lady. On the other hand, young gentlemen were expected to be sexual, and married gentlemen often kept mistresses on the side. The double-standard was in full force during Regency times.


Regency society also did not much differentiate between a willing young girl, or a seduced one, or even a rape victim. All were “ruined.” A young woman might even be forced into marrying the man who raped her, as the only means to preserve her reputation. Can you think what a nightmare for the woman that would have been?


Recall in Pride and Prejudice how devastated Elizabeth was to learn that Lydia had run off with Wickham, and was likely co-habiting with him in London. She perceived the scandal to affect not only Lydia, but all of the Bennett girls. Had not Mr. Darcy come to the rescue (by forcing Wickham to marry Lydia–which made everything “okay”), Elizabeth and Jane’s marriage aspirations would have been completely dashed — even marriage to the likes of a Mr. Collins!


I wondered what it would be like for a young girl from a neglectful society family to be seduced and ruined by a wastrel. What would she think about herself? Society would have dictated that she feel shamed and disgraced. What choices would she have had?


Regency society would have limited her ability to have a respectable job, even if she possessed any job skills. Servants and other workers were held to the highest standards of morality. A lowly chambermaid might be fair game for the gentleman in the household, but if she were discovered to have had sex with him, consensual or otherwise, she would have been tossed out without a reference, especially if she became pregnant.


Maddy would have believed there would be no way for her to take care of herself and her child. She would have believed she deserved her fate. She would have believed her only choice was to accommodate to the situation into which Farley forced her.


All she could hope for was a Knight in Shining Armor to come rescue her.


And that is exactly what Devlin Steele did!